Sunday, October 26, 2008

MMA Fighter....

So. I had posted an ad on Craigslist, looking for an MMA fighter. You know, the cage-fighter type. Or a wrestler. Something like that. I'll pay for the right person. I got a response from this guy, he's exactly what I am looking for. I mean, totally absolutely gorgeous stud, a sexy model AND a fighter. Oh, I can only imagine. But, I can't afford him right now. So, I can only fantasize.....

I wanna get my ass kicked. Well, just a little bit.

I want one of those muscular athletic studs to do BAD things to me. Brutal, violent, painful things. Beating me to within an inch of my life, making me beg for mercy. Not showing any mercy. A violent choke hold or submission hold. I'll try and "tap out" but they won't let up. Not until I'm down and unconscious, bleeding on the mat. Them standing over me showing their dominant aggressive raw masculine POWER over me.

Those fighters, wearing a hard jock cup, and compression shorts or tights. Some of those holds, my head winds up right between their legs. My face, in their bulge. Smelling the musk of a pure stud. The underwear smell of a total jock. The cock and balls of a true man.

Their muscles, tight, bulging, smooth chests, tattoos that scream out their macho nature. Every part of their body needs to be worshipped, from their huge biceps to their perky nipples. Their washboard abs, the giant bulge between their legs. Their huge calf muscles, and legs that can wrap around my head and squeeze forever.

I could probably keep my head there between their legs for hours, if they would let me. Choking, smothered, unable to breath unless they choose to allow me to. Their muscled arm trapping my head, bulging biceps cutting off my air. Humiliating me, dancing around the ring with my helpless body totally under their control.

The heavy impact of their punches on every part of my body. Smashing into my arms, legs, chest, sides, back, each punch bringing new agony. Elbows, knees, fists. No mercy, no warning. Just brutal pain.

Maybe later, they can chain me up, and use me like a punching bag. Blindfolded. Gagged. Never knowing when the next punch will land, or where it will hit. Torture and pain and fear. No mercy until my head hangs down in utter defeat.

More chokes, more submssion moves. The arm-bar can break my arm. The guillotine choke can put me unconscious. They could even snap my neck with a little more twist. Slam my body to the mat, stomp on me. Blood pouring out covering the mat. But they won't kill me yet, or even break anything..... yet. Just knowing I am at their mercy, at any moment they could end my life.

No referee, no mercy, no stopping. Two men enter the cage, only one walks out. The other gets carried out, broken, battered, half-dead and wishing he was.

Afterwards, in the locker room, the punishment might continue. The loser services the winner. Masculine stud takes advantage of the wimp. Powerful jock dominant and strong, putting the hurt on me, the weakened, limp, beaten pussy boy.

Make me help strip the winner. Remove those sweaty, stinky shorts and cup. Smell them, smother me with them, make me beg again for the simple privilege of breathing. If you cover the holes in the cup, and hold it tight to my face, it forms a seal just like an oxygen mask, only I don't get any air unless allowed.

Make me kneel before the stud. Lick his body. Lick my own blood from his fists, lick his sweat, make his nipples and cock feel good. He is proud to be serviced by the pathetic victim who kneels before him.

Take me home, where the real fun and the real torture begins....

Welcome....

This blog is anonymous. You don't know me. Let's keep it that way (for now)

I'm a total pervert, deviant, whatever words you want to use.
I'm gay. Yes, homosexual.
I live on the East coast of the United States.
I'm in my 30's.
In real life I am extremely fat and ugly and have a tiny penis.

In fantasy, I am skinny, muscular, smooth, 20-something, with a decent sized dick.

All of the things (mostly all) that I post here are my FANTASIES.
I have not experienced them (yet)

There will be EXTREME CONTENT in this blog.
If you are turned off by adult content, you should leave now.

Things I do not believe in, or suggest, or tolerate:
Sex with animals
Republicans
Sex with children
Sex that is non-consensual (unless part of fantasy)
Criminal activity
Homophobia